verse 1 : “I told you there is someone better..” “See, you are stupid” “They told you what I always tell you..you aint worth it.”
verse 2: “But I am doing my best..” “Why?! Am I?” “Why they call me their friend then..”
Some of us feel there are two sets of our souls fighting each day, one blaming and the other trying to work it through..it’s like a mismatched relationship.
The positive and negative, the good and evil, the yin and yang- they are all the same sides of the coin. Within your spirit, you will have a part that humbles you and thrives to make you better (sometimes putting you down unintentionally in the process). The other allows you to be magnificant, to love your amazingness (if there is such a word).
I love how while writing this post, Alanis Morissette decided to answer me in her own way.This is from her amazing song “Thank you”:
How ’bout me not blaming you for everything
How ’bout me enjoying the moment for once
How ’bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How ’bout taking you upon your support
Dialogues happen in our daily lives for a reason, but sometimes seeing them from one corner makes it seem like it is only there to break our wings, our ambitions.
So close, no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters
~Metallica ..Nothing Else Matters
As Valentines is near the corner and red is everywhere, lets give our souls a red rose,a heartfelt promise…That we forever trust in who we are.
I personally had enough of listening to the negative and helping it dig into my beautiful free soul. I am starting a movement this romantic season, to fall in love with my soul all over again…to allow the negative to talk then put it back in its cell will be my new method.
I leave you to think of these following words.
You’re so mean when you talk
About yourself, you were wrong,
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead,
So complicated, look how we all make it,
Filled with so much hatred,
Such a tired game.
Its enough, I’ve done all i can think of,
Chased down all my demons, Lets see you do the same
*P.S. I would love to hear your stories of personal struggles, even if through my private inbox, it will inspire me to fight even stronger.